| No More Livejournal. |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
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I've decided to stop writing in here for good. I haven't written in this in months.. cuz I'm using Xanga instead. So yea, This was a pretty pointless entry...
Schools out for christmas break and I did pretty good this semester. But, I gotta run. BYE! :) |
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| It's been a long long long time!! |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|08:18 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard~ Only One | ] |
Well since my Xanga is being a major bitchass right now.. I decided I might as well write in my LJ for once. It's been a long ass time since I've written in here. I have a cool pic I took of central park that I wanted to put up. So yea thats all wanted to say. Bye!!!
And here are the lyrics to Yellowcard "Only One" bc I can't get that song out of my head. I love it though!!!
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one |
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| It's been a while! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|09:21 pm] |
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| | Homesick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Maroon 5 ~ She Will Be Loved | ] |
I haven't written in my livejournal in a while. I've been writing in my Xanga mostly. Well, I'm back at Clarion. I'm glad to be back here but I miss home a lot. I get soo homesick. It's really sad. Already theres been a lil bit of drama and its not even the end of the first week... my god! Ugh.. but ya know.. I don't know what to do. I'm heading over to Amandas apt in a lil bit. I dunno what we're gonna do. Just chill and smoke I guess. Ok well I gotta do some reading for class.. peace!!!
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| THE OC!! |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|04:45 am] |
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| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Phantom Planet ~ California | ] |
The first season of the OC is coming out on DVD!!!!! I can't wait!!!! Its coming out Oct. 26.. im so excited. well thats all i gotta say. its late. g'nite!! |
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| blah |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|02:54 am] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nelly ~ Flap Your Wings | ] |
its really really sad that i have two of these journal things. i use my xanga one a lot more ... i think i should stop using this one. its making me look like a loser. LOL. i really do have no life so whatever. oh well.. blah! i dunno what else to say... i wanna go see napoleon dynamite. i heard that i was really funny. my sis went last night again.. she's seen it twice already. well i have nothin more to say.. so g'nite!!! i cant wait to go up to clarion on tues. im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited. hahaha.. I really AM a loser!!! GOODNITE!!!
i love scotch. scotchy scotchy scotch.... haha.. 
 ----Joaquin looks DAMN GOOD. |
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| HMMMMMMMMMMM?!? |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|02:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  full | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Backstreet Boys ~ Beautiful Woman | ] |
well i just got done eating some chinese. YUM! it was banging!!!!! lol. my grandparents left around 12pm today.... i cried of course. :( i already miss them!!!! :(:(:( i wish they didnt have to go... but i cant change that. im just worried bc they are flying to miami and thats where those damn hurricanes are... so it just scares me!! i worry waaaaay too much but i just cant help it. ugh!!! :(:( well i dunno what im doin today... i wanna go play pool tonight. im in the mood. lol. i love it!!!!! but i dunno what im doin... i need to shower and i have so much to get ready for florida and school.. grrr! i cant packing. blaugh!! oh well what am i gonna do. ok well time for me to go. peace!
wanna see something hot?!? look at this: lol
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| FRIDAY THE 13th.. |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|12:23 am] |
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| | hopeful | ] |
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| | Eagels ~ Hotel California | ] |
well today is friday the 13th and that creeps me out. my grandparents are leaving to go back to South America on plane and im scared for them. seriously, everytime (for the most part) they have either flown in or would fly out something has happened. and it being friday the 13th does not give me a good feeling. they flew in nyc on 9/11, and they flew out when the shuttle had crashed a couple years ago. :(:(:( i know im freaking out over nothin really.. but :( im still scared for them. i just hope that they have a save trip back to Uruguay (its in South America) if you didnt know. i know they are happy to go back there just bc of soooo much drama and shit thats gone on between my dad, us, my grandparents and that stupid bitch my dad is married to. but i know they will miss us and i know that i will miss them terribly. all i want for them is to have a safe trip back... but im gonna cry when i say goodbye to them tomorrow :( or today.. considering its friday the 13th and after 12am. its gonna be hard.. i should be used to it by now bc we do this practically every year but everytime i just cry as hard as i did the time before if not harder. :(
ok well.. i did absolutely nothing all day.. i just sat around. blah!! i didnt shower til like 9:30pm. LOL! oh and im soooo happy bc my TROY DVD works now.. like it shows the whole movie, not just half of it. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):) well i gotta go. im bored!! g'nite!!
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| erbody in the club getting tipsy.. |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|01:42 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard ~ Ocean Avenue | ] |
well i just drank a lil bit today.. well ok only a bottle and im already feeling it. seriously, i used to be able to drink like 3 or so and be ok and now im beginning to be a light weight once again. EWW! bobby came over. god he's such a HOTASS! that would be sooo embaressing if he ever read this.. which i doubt he would.. but still. oh god.. but anyways.. i went to see bombing adam today with bissell.. Tom is fucking HOT! and so is the one guy in the band, John.. i think thats his name. YUM!!! ;) lol. they play really well live. and thats the first time ive seen them. it was an awesome show. i enjoyed it very much. :):) well now im off to bed bc this alcohol is making me a lil tired. so im out. g'nite ya'll. peace!!!
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| johnny depp is hot |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|10:37 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | backstreet boys ~ i want it that way | ] |
so ive been downloading all this johnny depp stuff on my computer today. i have been really bored and its been crappy out today. raining and storming and shit. blah! well im thinking about making a road trip to clarion some time next week. i talked to maryann and bissell about it. i wonder if dana can come up too.. i dunno considering shes gotta work everyday. so i dunno. im so excited my sister got me a orlando bloom calender. YAY! its HOT!!!! lol. but it really is.. damn! i really wanna get one of those cardboard cut outs from FYE of orlando bloom in lotr. im gonna try to convince my mom to get it for me. but i doubt she'll get it. well i got a bad headache right now.. eww. so im gonna go smoke (like thats gonna help) and lay down. peace!!! maybe i'll convince my sister to get that 24 pack of corona out of her car so i can drink some.. mmmm YUMMY! lol.
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| chasta is here again!! |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|03:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Simple Plan ~ Perfect | ] |
well chasta came back to my house to stay over again. she's leaving early tomorrow morning to go back home. she came over around 10 or so.. we watched my bootleg of troy and I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED ABOUT IT BC IT FUCKING CUTS OFF HALFWAY THRU THE MOVIE. EWWWWWW!!! i am sooooo pissed off about that. seriously and of course anchorman is perfectly fine!!!!!!!!! so now i have to wait til oct. 12 to buy it on dvd..grrrrr~!!!! oh well, i guess thats not too long.. but still it upsets me. i paid 15 bucks for both of those movies. it figures that would happen. :( so after that we played the game. hehe... and now chasta is sound asleep bc shes gotta leave early tomorrow.
well besides that today was pretty shitty. i am soooo pissed off at my dad. i seriously hate him so much. i got in a fight with him today on the phone and he basically told me that his stupid wife comes before us!!! WTF?!?!?!?!? seriously, we're his fucking blood and that stupid whore is more important to him than us???? how the fuck is that possible and how can you say that to your own daughter?? me and my sister were like bawling our eyes out. it upset us sooo much. and he wonders why we never bother to call him at school and shit? now we have every reason to not talk to him anymore!!!! my mom called him back and bitched him out. it made me feel a lil better i guess. but still... :(:(:(:(:( oh well.. time for me to go to sleep. now i deff cant wait to go back to school. i seriously dont ever want to see or speak to him again!! :(:( |
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| NYC!!! |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|11:18 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 3 Doors Down ~ Be Like That | ] |
i really should be in bed right now bc i need to get up really early to leave for NYC! lol! im supposed to be up by 5am.. ugh! i might as well stay up all night. but i wont... bc i really need the sleep or else i'll be really bitchy all day.. and that would be bad. bc im sure rosie, dana and maryann would not appreciate it! i really hope that we have a great time at NYC ... im sure we will even with the terror alert so high, im sure everything will be alright. well i hope it will be. so yea.. i better get my ass to bed.. g'nite ya'll. peace!
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| Chasta is Here! |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|01:08 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nickelback ~ Feeling Way Too Damn Good | ] |
well last night was fun. chasta came up and now she's getting ready to leave my house to go to philly or something. but i have to have her follow me down to get on the turnpike. but last night was a lot of fun. except for some things which i dont wanna talk about. grr! some people really make me mad. blah! well anyways, i gotta get going... oh yeah.. some freaky shit happened at amity and at my house.. but don't worry maryann, its just Wes!! lol.. the ghost that lives in my house. he's a nice guy so don't worry! HAHA! lol! well time for me to go. god im soo tired! bye!! |
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| so tired! |
[Aug. 5th, 2004|12:32 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 3 Doors Down~Kryptonite | ] |
its only like 12:30am and i am already tired.. i dunno why?!?! but its not like me at all. im excited for tomorrow. my friend, chasta is coming up to stay over at my house. maryann, bissell and dana are gonna sleepover too. YAY! its been a while since everyone has slept over. i dunno what we are gonna do.. but i'll think of something.. we might go to amity.. but i dunno tho.. since bissells not a big fan of that scary stuff. but i really want everyone to go in. we'll see i guess. im listening to some 3 DOORS DOWN of course. can't stop listening to them..lol! well im tired. g'nite!!! |
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| hmmmmm |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|01:42 am] |
well today was fun. went over to bissells house to chill.. had a good time. she made me a card. its so pretty! i feel special! LOL! then afterwards we went to the diner. good times. maryann and dana went to see The Village.. they liked it! well now im at home trying to download some music. tina, allie and amy come back from the beach tomorrow. im sure they had a good time. we need to go to amity some time this week and i think we might be going thurs since chasta is coming up. i cant wait til she comes. i miss her! and i cant wait til school starts.. YAY! but of course im gonna miss everyone sooooo much! as usual. but i know that these next few weeks we'll make the best of our time together and have a blast. ok well heres one of the icons maryann made for me. Thanks Buddy!!!! :)
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| ....... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|12:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enraged | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Linkin Park ~ One Step Closer | ] |
Im soo sick of everything right now. im fed up!!! :( i hate having to be someone im not all the time. i hate having to be always the one who makes everyone laugh, i hate being the happy person that i am all the time. and i hate that everyone thinks of me as a fucking joke. im seriously sick of it. i have soo much built up inside and i feel like soon im just gonna burst and go fucking crazy. im sooo frustrated and depressed right now. :( i wanna go away and never come back. i wish i had my car right now.. b/c thats what i would do. i would leave and never ever ever come back to this place.. it doesn't feel like home anymore.
no one knows me like they think i do. they have no fucking clue. even if you have known me all my life you have no idea about that the thoughts that run thru my head.. you make think you know.. but you have no idea.
i felt like i needed to write this entry just so i could write my thoughts down.. it helped a lil bit and i don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. this is my own damn fault. and nothin is gonna change the way i feel. |
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| what a crappy day |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|08:27 pm] |
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| |  good | ] |
well right now im playing video games with andy.. its the lord of the rings video game. i've become obsessed with it. we're trying to win the whole thing but its kinda hard. of course im playing Legolas.. LOL!! i dunno if we are still goin to gettsyburg cause its kinda crappy out.. but i want to. i dunno if they are gonna have that pyschic ghost tour anymore this summer. i guess we will see how the weather is in an hour or less. my dog is pacing around the house.. its hilarious. ok well i gotta go... gotta get back to my video game. LOL! Peace!! |
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| what a day... |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|11:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ashlee Simpson ~ Pieces of Me | ] |
well today was just boring. me, amy, andy, trish and mike went all the way to shippensburg (its like 40 mins away) to go to this supposedly haunted pond. you are supposed to yell "I have your baby, Mary" out loud 3 times and the ghost chases after you screaming "Give me my baby." yea well it figures it didn't work. OF COURSE! we were there at the most for like 15 mins. i did hear from someone that something like that happened where the woman chased them and they got a scratch on their car. sounds like bullshit to me but i dunno. i guess we weren't lucky enough to see anything or maybe we were lucky.. bc i'd be scared if something did really happen. also today amy and mike got in this HUGE fight over the presidential election. Amy is for Bush and Mike is for Kerry. Mike said that people who vote for Bush have a "character flaw" WTF!?!? and he said that the people who went overseas to fight the war died for nothing. NOTHING?? i mean come on... OMG! seriously, they did die for something. i mean they went over there for Saddam and he's been wanted for a long time. so how can he say that. GRRRR!!!! that bothers me. and he was making all these references to Fahrenheit 9/11.. EWWWW! that movie is SOOOOO one-sided. its all against bush so of course he has to say something about that. Well thats pretty much the end of my night.. kinda get a lil sleepy. but i'll deal... g'nite ya'll! peace! |
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